Today's episode is all about my third night in ceremony. I got more clarity on the invitation I was given the second night. I feel so overwhelmed with gratitude from this experience. While there is still integration to do, I feel like my heart has been exploded opened and I have seen a whole new perspective.
Ayahuasca helps us see what is possible. She helps us understand ourselves. She helps us heal from past trauma, and get to the root of our suffering and stuckness. She helps remind us that we are whole and connected to everything. She lets us feel this all on a somatic level. She lets feel God, and then your own innate divinity. The ayahuasca journey is a visual experience for navigating through personal riddles. She can help undo things in the psyche by allowing us to see these visuals. Your inner world communicates with your sensory input and consciousness. Ayahuasca exposes the gap between who you think you are and who you actually are. She helps you get up above your problems. Realizing there is nothing to solve. You just get bigger than them. Ayahuasca amplifies everything, every feeling on the full spectrum intensified by 1 trillion. Ayahuasca helps us find the wisdom in the darkness. And helps us understand there must be both dark and light. She helps us to relinquish control and to surrender. She shatters our ego into tiny mirrored pieces.
We see our deaths and feel them. She suspends us in another dimension that I believe is real, and allows us to find our vulnerability and courage. Each second with Aya moving through our bodies is like 1 year of therapy. Then we get to share what we learned with the world and integrate it into everyday life. The medicine, the elixir. We then get the opportunity to create each other.

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Be sure to listen to previous episodes in this series:
Episode 1: This episode comes in three parts, how I felt right after booking the retreat to costa rica 3 months prior, part 2 is recorded just hours before my first Aya ceremony, and part 3 is recorded the night after my first Aya ceremony explaining exactly what went down
Episode 2: I sit down with New Life Ayahuasca's Ayahuasquero Matthew Mormello
Episode 3: The podcast after that I give the tale of night two drinking Ayahuasca

Stay tuned for the last episode next week: Integration
Episode 5: The last podcast in this series will be on integration and how I am integrating the life-altering lessons I learning from Mother Ayahuasca.