Its incredible how much unbelief we have over this issue. We give every excuse like "its too difficult" or "God wants to punish me" or "I've sinned too much" or "I sinned one big time" or "God doesn't heal anymore" or "God doesn't heal everyone" and on and on we could go with excuses. None of them are right in comparison to the way the multitudes were healed by Jesus and how He instructed His disciples to heal from city to city. So where's the problem? Well, you tell me! Why is it that you don't know healing is for you? Why is it that you don't know healing is for everyone as stated by Jesus in Mark chapter 16 under the signs that follow EVERY BELIEVER that "THEY SHALL LAY HANDS ON THE SICK AND THEY SHALL RECOVER"? See we are basically pessimistic at heart! Don't feel alone. The disciples felt the same way even watching Jesus day after day. Peter walked on the water, but then began to sink as well til he cried out to Jesus. Jesus told him "why did you doubt"? The Bible is such a miracle book and we at times have struggles believing the Mercy of God is so good all the time. However, if you truly search the scriptures about your own health you'll find God wants you well and He will heal you every time. Psalms 103:1-3 Your sins have nothing to do with except if you self condemn your self and decide God won't heal you. Why in the world did He even heal Naaman a Syrian General that attacked Israel and even took home an Israelite slave girl who told him God would heal him? No matter how you look at it we have to use our trust in God for healing. The first thing we need to learn to trust is that HE WILL HEAL US AND THAT OF COURSE RIGHT NOW NOT SOME DAY WHEN HE FEELS LIKE IT OR WHEN WE GET TO HEAVEN. See that's a hard thing to trusts isn't it? Not so hard when you read the Bible for yourself. Your faith will leap into action and you'll ask God to heal you today!