This should be our first area of personal confidence and happiness but many times we just can't believe the Jesus of the Bible is this way, but He is. The Bible is the key to understanding your own forgiveness not how you feel or how others treat you. The trouble is many times we self condemn ourselves because we have made mistakes after we have been saved. Not realizing the Devil is called the Accuser of the Brethren in Revelation 12 and that he has been cast down we become our own worst enemy. We let our feelings or other decide whether or not Jesus likes us anymore. When this happens our closest friends begin to see our own personal loss of trust in Jesus to forgive us and they lose hope that He really might forgive them one day. This is by design of the Devil. He will make you feel so bad if you self condemn yourself. Face the music! We've all made mistakes and trying to be on a Perfect Streak is only going to make you feel worse when you fall! Here's a tip! Keep reading God's Word as often as you can. The Bible will always tell you God's mercy endures forever. Jesus will always forgive you and He will always be your sacrifice for sins. Rejoice and be glad!