Word to ya mother its hard out here for a PIMP!!! Life will have you thinking your not as far as you should be, it will have you thinking your not doing shit when in fact you've done so much already you deserve a BREAK. I often over work myself because I know there's always more I can do, but when the energy runs out to complete everything... what's left?! An angry, irritated, energy drained shell of who I use to be and babyyy that aint a good look. You live you learn and you EVOLVE. And that process involves cutting ties and accepting loses, but you've got to celebrate the wins too. 

-Disclaimer I don't do tarot reads for money or for anyone else- Y'all better get in-tune with ya spiritual self