And I do a lousy job of explaining it courtesy of melting my brain on Sunday but Saturday night was the eye-opener for me.  I got to see both ends of the spectrum, as well as experience a feeling of fear/powerlessness during a thunderstorm.  My friend overdosed on an edible, a friend who otherwise was not a big cannabis user until he met me.   Then I met a 20 y/o tow truck driver who said that job saved his life because he was smoking weed all the time and was headed nowhere, now he is a straight thundercat.  I haven't been taking quitting seriously the last few weeks and now I am.  It's time for a new chapter in my life and if I can let go of the competitive athlete, I can let go of mary jane (and vice/versa).  There will be pitfalls and roadblocks headed my way but I will talk about those in the next episode.   Hang tough!