As a woman in the police, Veronica Gorrie felt she had to work 10 times harder than her male colleagues to earn her spot in the squad. From ending sieges with cigarettes to using dark humour to cope with horrific events, the award-winning author joins Gary Jubelin to discuss the brutal policing culture, shocking truths of injustice and her biggest regrets. Discover Veronica Gorrie’s award-winning books - Black and Blue is here, and When Cops Are Criminals is here.   Can’t get enough of I Catch Killers? Stay up to date on all the latest crime news at The Daily Telegraph. Get episodes of I Catch Killers a week early and ad-free, as well as bonus content, by subscribing to Crime X+ today. Like the show? Get more at icatchkillers.com.au Advertising enquiries: newspodcastssold@news.com.au  Questions for Gary: icatchkillers@news.com.au  Get in touch with the show by joining our Facebook group, and visiting us on Instagram or Tiktok.  See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.