Watch the Devotion Based on John 20:19-21 One of my well-loved high school teachers was called home to heaven recently. As I read his obituary, I was reminded that he had served honorably in our nation’s Air Force. He served as a crew member on the B-36, a mammoth aircraft capable of 40-hour flights, carrying a payload of 87,000 pounds of ordnance, and cruising at altitudes beyond the reach of most anti-aircraft guns. Just the fact that the US Air Force had this aircraft was a warning to other near-peer competitors. The B-36, ironically known as the “Peacemaker,” would force peace through the dropping of bombs, to force the enemy to say, “We cannot endure this loss anymore! Let there be peace between us.” Although the B-36 was rendered obsolete in 1959, the US Air Force, alongside the other branches of our US military, continues to produce aircraft capable of flying farther and higher and carrying ordnance to any country in the world where there is conflict. And we see conflict today. Some of you are in the middle of that conflict. We also see conflict not just between nations but between friends, spouses, parents and children, siblings, and co-workers. There is even conflict within our own hearts and minds over the things we have done or left undone. I started reading a book called Care for the Sorrowing Soul. The author addresses the often-overlooked moral injury suffered by those who have experienced combat. Moral injury occurs when combat reflexes go into automatic mode. The individual postpones their moral processing in that moment and just acts as they carry out the mission. Later, however, the individual’s conscience and heart and moral code recognize that perhaps what they did, what they saw and experienced, maybe even what they failed to do, violated their conscience, their heart, and their moral code. Soul sorrow. Conflict within. No peace. Is that you? You’re not alone. Jesus’ closest friends suffered this internal conflict and struggled to find peace. They weren’t engaged in physical combat in war. They struggled through spiritual warfare with the devil and their self-preserving, sinful selves. They abandoned, betrayed, and denied their Lord and Savior, someone they loved dearly! The guilt bore down on their hearts. They were terrified of what they were capable of. And then Jesus appeared to his friends in the flesh. After they had witnessed the traumatic event of the torture, the crucifixion, the agonizing and painful death, and the finality of burial, now, on Sunday evening, Jesus stood before them alive! What would he say to them? His first words to them (and I picture them accompanied by a warm smile) were, “Peace be with you!” (John 20:19). Peace—not a hopeful thought from a well-wisher, not a feeling, not peace won by giving them something to do to atone for their sins, not peace earned through acts of penance. This peace had nothing to do with them. This same peace from Jesus has nothing to do with you or anything you must do. Simply open your ears to hear those words for yourself: “Peace be with you!” Jesus spoke peace because that was reality for his disciples. Whether they felt it or not, whether it would take days, weeks, or months for it to sink in—the reality was that they were at peace because God was at peace with them. Whatever they had done—the abandonment, the denial, the hiding, the fear—it was all forgiven, all pardoned, all washed clean by Jesus’ blood. It was all buried in his tomb, because he went to the cross for them. Yes, there was peace between God and them. They could now have peace with each other for whatever accusatory thoughts they had against each other. They could now have peace with themselves because they could say, “God is at peace with me. I will be at peace with myself and others.” So it is true for you and me. Whatever it is you have done or failed to do—in combat, in training, in our homes, in our communities, in our churches—you are at peace. Jesus went to the cross for you, became the guilty one for you, and rose from the dead to prove that your guilt and failures and awful things you have done lie dead and buried in the tomb. So be at peace with each other and be at peace with yourself, for God is at peace with you in Christ Jesus, your crucified and living Savior. Prayer: O risen Lord, you came to your disciples and took away their fears with your word of peace. Come to us also by Word and sacrament—in our baptisms and in your Lord’s Supper—and banish our fears with the comforting assurance of your abiding presence and peace. I ask that you comfort those who suffer and struggle with moral injury. Calm and still their hearts with the good news that you took their guilt on your soul and in your heart, so they might be free of guilt and free to live in the joy of forgiveness. In your name I pray. Amen. Written and recorded by Rev. Paul Horn, WELS National Civilian Chaplain to the Military, San Diego, California. All Scripture quotations, unless otherwise indicated, are taken from the Holy Bible, New International Version®, NIV®. Copyright ©1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.™ Used by permission of Zondervan. All rights reserved worldwide. Note: Scripture reading footnotes are clickable only in the web version.